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Just friend ? I know what I want , I know what I like but .... What I like is what I can't get . I remember what urianse commented .At first time , I am not really for him .I think " what will we lose if we try ? " So I tried to let M know my feeling for him .I thought wrong about him.On the way to his house I know that he is into women.What he did for me is just a friend's behaviour. He talked ,he smiled ... he smiled and he just smiled .He doesn't belong to me , he belongs to the other one that never am I .What I can get ? that's the question I have to find out the answer but the answer is nothing .Yep ! A friend ! A friend that I will never forget , a friend make me stronger who makes me wanna sing .I will like anyone else ?I don't think so cause I can't .Once again I want to say urianse you are right .Why wasn't I for you ? I just missed someone No ... That's not missing , I'm losing someone ... Since I found that he was for someone else , I haven't gone with him on the old way , I haven't smiled with him even I have tried not to talk with him .I know he didn't do anything wrong but I can't do differently .I don't know why I behaved like that but what happen is happened and what happen will happen .Am I wrong urianse ? I know I can't go on like this longer but I will try my best .although that will make someone hurt and that can be not only me but I have to do what I must do .Need I change my mind ? To be good friend again ? or still keep it going . You know I will really hurt when I see him at my class smile with the person who is not me , talk with anyone but not me ,hold hand someone just not me .... Sure It'll be hard ... and ... much hurt .... Cause I love you more than you love me . You broke my heart ....I'm hurting  |
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