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noseiver 36M
2 posts
3/17/2010 8:15 pm
Am i moving on?


it is my first time to fall in love with a man named john. we started as friend but only in cellphones. it was because on one of my friend texted john usin my number and john replied on my number. it may seem to be simple beginning yet is last for somehow long period. a few months later 3 moths to be specific he revealed what does that feeling he has and i can't imagine that what he said. he said he is falling for me. at first i was shocked because no one ever ever in my simple life could ever unleashed peculiar feeling. it thanks 3 days for me to decide if i'll be accepting his proposal that can be together deeper than friends away from being an ordinary texters saying hi and hello. it takes a week that i haven't texted him and suddenly my phone received a call from him and he was crying saying, "are you afraid of what i have told you, i love you nothing else, i want to be with you, i want some like you who give me inspiration, i want you who could tell me that i can't be alone but with you i'll be blessed". and that was also the time the we became as one. as lover. we stand as one for almost 2 years 1 year and 10 months to be specific. i can't imagine that even i have financial instability he is their to help.but it all ruin for a reason a very simple reason. it really hurt so much as of now i am 18 days single. at the very first time i cried very hard i go to very crying until i fall to sleep and then waking up in the middle of the night crying and so in the morning. but now i now that i am about to accept that everything is over. i afraid to be with relationship but i will never also my heart for someone who could accept me the way am i. and love me unconditionally.

rocco61jebs 62M
1 post
3/26/2010 1:57 pm

 Real love is unconditional and when it becomes conditional it begins to destroy the person whom the conditions are placed. It is good that you are willing to move forward and understand what a one sided relationship is even when you love unconditionally.


zule 51M
13 posts
4/8/2010 9:18 am

 I do not understand well. Has he left you because he can not agree to what you are?




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