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No men ,no cry Jan 6, 2009 1:30 am
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What happened ? Did I do something wrong ? I went to his house . The door had been locked , nothing inside , Just only me and the darkness . That maybe what I afraid of ..... " Hey ! Are you inside ? " I call in hopelessness .I knew what had happened , I knew , exactly ! It really happened ... It's cold there - in front of his house where it used to be warm ... I didn't believe then asked C's neighbourhoods , they didn't see him from the day I had been there . Walking down the street where he held my hand with alot of thinking inside my head . Couldn't sleep , I could't sleep that night . Try to find some answers , try to find some measures to solve that problem but my head full of C's images ."Hey ! Do you leave me ?" That is all I want to ask him .The first guy ( G ) left me because of work , the second one(C) left me with no reason . I tried to call him , tried to make he know I am here but no effect . When I signed in my yahoo nick , I received " Hey my love ! Sorry , but I don't love you any more . I have my own life , mind your own bussiness . We are broken . Forget me . Bye " . I...want to do something , Is that true ? . What happened ? Is that the word " love " people often mention ? I can't say anything .Love only one person but like many . Am I " manizer " ? how can I find the true love ? I suspect that ... Everything was gone , gone with the wind ! Christmas in this year , that's the worst day . Seeing the couples holding hand , my heart seems to be broken . I sit near the lake and look at something in a far , very far place where there are only you and me, with two streams of tears in my cold cheek....
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What are you loyal for while nobody is? Jan 6, 2009 12:56 am
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I totally depressed . few days ago , I made up my mind to leave G then be with C .But everything changed . I know that G was very sad , noone can understand that more than me because I was in his shoe once . The feeling that will never end , I'm sad too . The earth become strange with me , everything is combined . I fucked up my mind . But C encouraged me very much . He said that G had broke my heart , that he was nothing and the english guy want to be my bf . once again , I feel so inconsolable .C & I , our relationship is not too deep but It will be .And I fell in love with him . Of course It takes me a long time to decide that but I decided .Smiling , crying , all we went through but have never slept with each other .I will never forget G . His face , his smile , his hair ... everything appears in my mind all the time I have breaks . I afraid of telling C that , I afraid of losing him . I love him . One day , He invited me to have dinner with him . And I drank very much .He took me to his house then ... I don't know what exactly happened . Maybe he got mesmerise , maybe I did but that happened . The first thing I relized when I woke up ,was I was in his bed with nothing cover my body . The smoke of wine made my mind hurt . He still slept . I went with no comment . Is that wonderful ? I tried to remember what I had done but nothing ! Go home lonely on the sunday morning . After that day , C nolonger leaves me any message . No calls , no messages , no dinners , no smiles ... I asked myself , What's up with him ?....
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The loss was back Dec 12, 2008 9:12 pm
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Yesterday ! Exactly yesterday ! My ex-bf came back here ! I know this is the right time for me to get him . But , I've just found the other one who attracted me . Haiz. Another problem that I don't know how to say with my ex . On the other hand the new one know how to make me laugh , how to raise me up and how to be romantic but not much . It's the hardest situation that I've been . What can I do ? I don't want to hurt any one more .
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Sleeping child or the lost memory ? Dec 12, 2008 1:12 am
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You know the first time I saw him is 3 weeks after my ex-bf had gone . That time I was very upset , can't focus on anything . Then he came . he wasn't impressed me much . But I met him again , nothing was happened . the third time I met , he invited me to have dinner .. of couse I refused . Untill yesterday , we are nothing . However , yesterday he invited me to his house and I accepted . Just drink and talk because he was so upset about his work . End of the small party , he fell asleep . I don't know how long I was there but I'm sure it's so long ... I saw him sleep with a smile . The England guy's face is so childlike , peachful . Suddenly I had a special feeling and I feel how handsome he is . The time is totally slower and seem to be freeze . Immediately , I was reminded about my ex-bf . I want to sleep there , in his hand and hold him as tightly as possible . And the whole thing I did was took him a blanket and say " keep sleeping " then I went out with the unforgetable feeling and the sweet smile .Think of him , it means thinking of the lost heart . Try to do something for me but what is that ? Keep my lonely avoid hurting or start with the new and live like the sweetest time in past ?
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No risk , no fun Dec 12, 2008 12:41 am
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Yeah . Everybody wants to have a simple life ,It's basically why all of you are sometimes sad . Me too . Don't be serious . Sometimes just kidding .Think that none of you want to be blue or depressed by the person you devote all for . So how to keep them ? Just a love-sick person's suggestion : Don't be always keep your relation quite . Sometimes you have to make it clear but don't be too serious about it . Just show how you love him and how much you care about him . Have you ever seen Christian & Oliver ? their love is so strong , somehow they all know what the other think . That's why they are a perfect couple .
If you have some trouble ,
1st write him a letter , show your feeling .
2nd, two next morning kiss him on the cheek before going out , if he were not next to you , try to greet him to make he know you always care about him , but don't say too much .
3rd, when the problem start declining , suggest a sweet dinner ( better at your/his house) .
4th, Take him to your house or couple hotels with the most honest apology ....
5th , If the next day he still with you and want you to forgive him about the problem => you are successful . If he goes away => He is not the kind of person you need .
Good luck and have fun .
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