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Posted:Mar 18, 2011 8:42 am
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2011 2:04 am 11684 Views
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Dear you all who is reading this ,
I think I don't have to introduce myself so let me go straight to the problem .
You know , I'm studying in a Japanese class and this guy , he is so gorgeous .I like him at the first sight . And I just can't stop thinkin' about him .The thing is I think he likes me too . He just looked at me secretly but I noticed that . Well the other thing is he seems to be straight . He goes to class with a totally straight guy ( I don't really know but you know how straight look - I mean his clothes , his everything seems to be straight ) .
And I'm just stuck with the thinkin' " Should I ask him to go out with me ? just chat ... Or let it go , and wait for him to ask me first ? " . I never was the first person to ask . I feel a bit lame about doing that  You can tell me that I have a problem but I just can't make the first move . But this time , I don't know , I really want to talk with him . What should I do guy ?
Please tell me or else I will go insane !!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, Duc - you can call me Dav -
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Chance and Hand
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Posted:Jan 31, 2010 6:47 am
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2011 2:04 am 13418 Views
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When I was young , my father always said : " Lose money , you lose nothing " . I did not understand , I thought lose money , lose toy , lose everything . But now , life taught me many things , and I realized that : There are 3 things in your life if they go away , you can't get them back ! They are : Time , Chance , Words . Today I would like to talk about chance only , because I have just suffered from losing chance !
Beginning with the chance , people today think of chance as lottery , just related to money . But chance is much more bigger .Chance means CHANge the circumstanCE .Chance help you to improve your living standard . I know how important it is , but I still lose it .
Life gave me a chance to john the English club , life give me a chance to be me , to meet him . He is a boy in the class . I paid attention to him at the first time I saw him .When I looked at him , it's so ... unbelievable . After a few day , I could not get him out of my head . Every weekend , I could not wait to see him in the class . Once , I looked at him and saw him take some photos . I knew he was taking my photos ... it was so nice .He that morning was beautiful , smiling face ,bright eyes , lovely , extremely lovely .I intended to come and say something but I just did not ! How could I not ? After that day , I did not see him anymore . He left . He left behind him a curious face ... with a big question : Why ? . We were going too nice . Wished I had a chance to go back the day .... I'd love to come and talk to the person I really concerned about .
My story is an example of losing chance . Remember that if you lose the chance , it will never come back to you . Now I am sitting in the red seat to think about the chance life will give me in the future and I'm sure not to lose it again !
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Flying
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Posted:Sep 22, 2009 9:39 pm
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2009 2:32 am 14386 Views
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If "Flying" means opening your wings and satisfying with the cool air , I'm flying .The fall is coming and the weather is so cool .we'll have a party this weekend . Well when I call " party" it means a party with people and couples .Yeah that may be a good chance to meet others but why do I hesitate ? I'm not sure .
The unsure feeling make me hesitant . I hesitate so I'm not sure to go or not .How come ? I have a friend who is a boy , he'll not go because he can't go out with a boy . so I can go without him ? yeah of course unless my friend ( a girl ) is just very kind to me . I know I and she never are together ... But I wanna do something for her coz I'm not a "bad boy" .And that feeling is really bad that I have to think about myself wanna know that " Who exactly you are , D ? " I'm flying between the North and the South .
Confusion doesn't make anything better , so I made up my mind to write what I think here and ask for suggestion about my life , about who I am , about who I should invite to go with this weekend .If you have any idea , help me . Coz I'm flying .
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Back to destiny
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Posted:Sep 20, 2009 5:50 am
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2009 2:32 am 14268 Views
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Well think that I get much to say after a long time .Sometimes it's hard to show something but I got a crazy thinking .
So let me start with the title : " We are " .Well that's exactly what I want to mention about us ( I and my classmate :M ) .As you know he is straight and I really like him .Then a day in the past , I went out with him , just only us ... go to somewhere ...I don't remember and needn't to remember .Just I and him ... After that day , he turned against me ,don't know what happened . he just went with another boy in my class ... yeah ,I saw that and I went with a boy maybe just because I got jealous I guess so ... I shouldn't have do that but I did then the other boy chased me .... haiz it's crazy , isn't it ?
"We are " .yeah ,not about M and me it about my classmate and me ! So confused ... I went to an English class there I was really interested in someone having the same name 2 me .... but when we started the teacher seemed not to clarify who's D ... then he got all my chances to answer as the teacher call " D " . after that time I tried to take all the answer mine ... he also did the same way ... haiz it's crazy , isn't it ?
Well we are ... we are friend ...
Ah ...I nearly forget ....something that I realized about me .Sometimes I asked myself if I am ...er... gay or not ... I don't know exactly what I feel ... what I think about me , about M , about the boys , about everything .... Perhaps , coz ... We are ...
If you are the people who have not the same feeling , sorry because of wasting your time ... love from D .
I think the song " It's over " is not bad but it's really my feeling now ... I love it anyway ...
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I am so confused
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Posted:Apr 4, 2009 4:43 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 7:27 pm 14527 Views
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Coz my friend has gone and I have to stay here alone . I don't care about my friend ... I just care about someone studying with me .... Think that I love him but Today is different , He is not only he ...
Tell me why you are so hard to forget ? Don't remind me ... I am not over it ..
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Who cares ?
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Posted:Mar 14, 2009 7:08 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 7:27 pm 15234 Views
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Sorry everybody for my absent a long time . Cause I had no time to go on the internet ....
My friend now is just my friend and I think I do not need anyone now ...But having one will be better . What I want to tell is I had a new friend . A new comer in my class , he is very attractive and lively ...and ... the first person he want to be friend with is M ... who I liked ... so that is a problem !
The second one is .. in my extra class a strange boy attract me at first sight ... then I realized that he was really into women... disapointed I am going !
Now everything is not Ok with the exception of my studying result .... So sad
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Now or never ...?
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Posted:Feb 14, 2009 9:17 pm
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 7:27 pm 15292 Views
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After valentine day M almost try to advoid facing me !Now come back to 14/2/2009 That morning , I told him to be friend again . Yep ! Friend !And how normal he is when he heard that .Even He wasn't curious what's the reason made I act like that . He just know that and accepted.I went with him on the way to our school , the way to our friend's house , on the way to extra class .After finishing the last class , I asked him for having some thing to eat . And we want to a bakery then Ate bread there . How happy I felt again when I saw surrounding me are couples then I and him .I paid the bill . He didn't like that anyway then he told me not to do that again .I said that's the least I can do for him .So ...I said good bye with him .Don't know why today's morning he act like he doesn't know me . Just .... doesn't seem me exist ... "Is there anything wrong ?" that's my messages for him ... "Cai gi the.Toi dang o net canh nha tuan ne . " you can translate : "What's that ? I'm in the net beside Tuan's house ." What's that M ? Need you act like that ? are we still friend or something like that ?tell me what to do with you and what to do with me .I know my love for you but do you know there is someone waiting for you ?Valentine and you are not the same .I think U are right ....and maybe I'm wrong ... see you again at class or never more ... Need I hurt you ? or hurt myself ?
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Just friend ?
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Posted:Feb 12, 2009 1:53 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 7:27 pm 15837 Views
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I know what I want , I know what I like but .... What I like is what I can't get . I remember what urianse commented .At first time , I am not really for him .I think " what will we lose if we try ? " So I tried to let M know my feeling for him .I thought wrong about him.On the way to his house I know that he is into women.What he did for me is just a friend's behaviour. He talked ,he smiled ... he smiled and he just smiled .He doesn't belong to me , he belongs to the other one that never am I .What I can get ? that's the question I have to find out the answer but the answer is nothing .Yep ! A friend ! A friend that I will never forget , a friend make me stronger who makes me wanna sing .I will like anyone else ?I don't think so cause I can't .Once again I want to say urianse you are right .Why wasn't I for you ? I just missed someone No ... That's not missing , I'm losing someone ... Since I found that he was for someone else , I haven't gone with him on the old way , I haven't smiled with him even I have tried not to talk with him .I know he didn't do anything wrong but I can't do differently .I don't know why I behaved like that but what happen is happened and what happen will happen .Am I wrong urianse ? I know I can't go on like this longer but I will try my best .although that will make someone hurt and that can be not only me but I have to do what I must do .Need I change my mind ? To be good friend again ? or still keep it going . You know I will really hurt when I see him at my class smile with the person who is not me , talk with anyone but not me ,hold hand someone just not me .... Sure It'll be hard ... and ... much hurt ....
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Oneway ?
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Posted:Feb 8, 2009 12:03 am
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2009 9:26 pm 15435 Views
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Once I went with M and I remembered about ronnie09's advice . I want to let him know I like him no , not only him , I want the world know how happy I was with him .But I can't get over myself , I afraid he will get away from me , afraid he will go like my 2 boy friends with no reason ... I would rather be next to him .I love him .Thank to ronnie09 but I can't ... I'm too weak , I'm not strong enough to suffer the feeling I have to feel twice and I never want it again ...I'm always besides M and give him special feeling of mine . I don't know what gonna happen and what I can get from this relationship , I just do what I like ,what I want . I enjoy playing with m everytime ,I need to see his face every day,I deem that smile , I can't forget that hand: cold but .. so hot ...From that I identify that I love him so much hoever It is an oneway love ....
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Have to do ?
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Posted:Feb 7, 2009 8:20 pm
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2009 9:24 pm 15428 Views
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Life is life and I have to continue to love.Go on like this is terrible for me .How can I change me ?How can I feel what I felt ? I'm not me now.Who know waht will happen to me ? who care ? .I gonna hatemyself .Everyday I went to school .Everything seems to be crazy . I met M .He just played a game on me that he pretended to hold me up like the way people do when they are in love.I shouted at him . since there,I nolonger talk to him.I know that's an insane thingbut I do what I need to do.I try boast of my life to get more fun but that's not effective anyway.Then I and M go with each other on the way to his house . He smiled with me , held my hand and chatted nicely.Although it's only theway he does to everyone.That means I'm not important for him ? I know and was disappointedthat I can't get him. Straight ? Everybody is straight . Because we do what we like . There is only different thing here which is what we like is not what they like .That's all .
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