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fantasizing I do quite alot of it!Excuse me if i make some mistakes in spelling, but I spend more than three quarters of my life speaking french,I occasionally forget how an english word is spelled!Umm, yeah okay ,I wanted to say...,I suppose I fantasize because it balances me out... or at least that's how it seems. I have a fantasy which feeds the excitement when I masturbate,it goes something like this...I meet a cultured man who slowly seduces me without me really even knowing he is doing it. suddenly he has taken my hand when we are alone and he is smiling at me with that lovely inviting smile, you probably know the one!as I start to melt and he can see that he is winning, he starts to get bolder and asks me what sort of penis I have, is it circumcised etc.In the begining I feel uncomfortable but then I feel my loins getting hot and that wet sensation between my legs and of course I start to get somewhat flushed,then I just want to be touched and caressed.I suddenly feel very small and vulnerable and frozen to the spot.The man leads me to the stairway saying that he thinks that i need to go upstairs with him to the bedroom where we can be more comfortable.It's about 6 o'clock in the evening,something like that.He suggests that we shower first and helps me undress telling me not to worry ,that everything will be alright.When I am completely naked he takes a good look at me and tells me I have a glorious body then takes my hand again ,leads me to the bathroom and puts me under a delicious hot shower before taking off his clothes and joining me;he then carefully washes me during which time my penis is getting firm and starting to rise up. we finish the shower and he dries me off, stopping to caress and kiss my genital organs(my cock and balls for the crude among you!). He then takes me to bed, a lovely big double bed with everything clean;Now starts the "training". he tells me that i need to learn how to feel my body,and for that I should follow his instructions.I'm so glad to have this wonderful gentle teacher.I do everything he says and follow all his instructions to the letter because i adore all the attention I'm getting.I am soaking wet, and the smell of my sex heat is overwhelming; when I become very excited, he says we need to calm down a bit because otherwise we won't have time to complete the full initiation process.We decide to smoke a cigarette and he gives me some blowbacks afterwhich i feel drunk with pleasure,then he says perhaps we could have a small drink which isn't so small actually and after which my head is turning even more but the return to being masturbated slowly and him giving me little kisses on my cheeks and lips puts me right back together.He is now alternating fast masturbates with stops and then slow excrutiating caresses and firm control.I am at this stage near climax but he will not let me climax but keeps me on the edge for what seems like hours. He then starts caressing my anus with his penis,o so gently,I am swooning with pleasure and feel as if I am descending into terrible sin(catholic upbringing!) i tell him everything i am feeling and thinking because he says I should do.He tells me that if I want him to stop he will and I here myself saying "no! please don't stop, I don't want you to stop" and he smiles at me as if to say that he sees I have understood. Very gradually his penis finds it's way into my anus without forcing because I am by now absolutely gagging for it.TO BE FINISHED IN ANOTHER EPISODE DUE TO LACK OF SPACE;;;;LOVE, NICOLAS |
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